tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74397505218512182412024-02-20T04:25:44.954-08:00Never Forget Life is BeautifulIrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-79499422136077395922012-05-25T02:50:00.001-07:002012-05-25T02:52:19.543-07:00CreativityWhat is creativity? <br />Is it a message from the unknown? <br />It\'s taking nothingness and turning it into something our senses can respond to. <br />Nobody stops and thinks. <br />How does that happen? <br />It\\\'s crazy to even fathom what amazing light show our brain must experience when a new idea shines through. <br />Brilliant magnificent and forward moving. <br /><br />Creativity is beautiful. It\'s the essential part of living... The part that perpetuates growth, excites us and gives us hope.Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-73447108643035167202012-02-28T15:50:00.001-08:002012-02-28T15:50:52.417-08:00Dreams of my lifeConfused, awaiting for an answer, <br />I sit and wonder about what to do<br />The age old decision: one out of three <br />Three amazing choices<br />Each one with its lessons and pleasures <br />At times I crave all three <br />But hitting the reality wall I see I cannot <br />I must be fair, I must be loyal<br />One choice brings me art and beauty <br />But leaves me wanting more <br />One choice brings me awakening and wisdom <br />But lacks stability and balance <br />And one choice brings me security and affection <br />But lacks the deep spiritual roots <br />Choices with infinite possibilities... <br />Do I run away from all three? <br />In attempt to not hurt and not scar? <br />Do I accept all and hate myself for deception? <br />Or do I pick one and wonder forever <br />Would the two I do not pick have better outcomes? <br />I\'ll never know. <br />So what do I do?Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-59584000806280720812012-02-21T14:18:00.000-08:002012-02-21T14:19:32.356-08:00I'm loving your skinThoughts of you rush in; the touch, the kiss, <br />The way I felt when your lips touched me... <br />It was bliss, magic at its best; <br />The passion, the intensity, the connection <br />Like floating on a could in heaven, I was high<br />So high on your presence in my bed <br />Felling I could roll around forever,<br />Like time was inexistent, a concept unknown<br />You stopped the world and looked into my eyes <br />"You are amazing!" <br />Hearing that made me melt like ice-cream in the sun <br />The energy between us was that of magnets <br />Clasping together, difficult to break apart <br />It was more than just sex<br />It was a union of souls experiencing sexual pleasure<br />But, like all blissful moments, it came to an end<br />You got up, rolled out of bed and walked away from me<br />Just like that, with lack of thinking time, I smiled<br />No regrets, just platonic abstraction<br />Because at least you chose me, <br />Even if for only a short time. Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-42863717914047981282012-01-20T18:35:00.001-08:002012-01-20T18:35:35.217-08:00Back to BasicsWhat can I write?<br />What does my mind create this time? <br />I’m worried:<br />Back to being a hopeless romantic<br />I drift into thoughts…<br />What is he doing?<br />Is he ok? <br />Did his day bring happiness? <br />Did he change his mind?<br />Can it really be true? <br />Confused, I sit and wonder:<br />Am I in love again?<br />I think so!<br />What now? <br />What do I do?<br />Do I lose myself in love or do I run scared of such amazing feelings?<br />I think I’ll stay, avoid escape<br />Just let myself be taken over <br />Let the love motivate me, inspire me and guide me<br />All I can pray for is the elimination of worry…Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-50382328873662620342012-01-20T10:38:00.001-08:002012-01-20T10:38:59.015-08:00A dream of the futureI wake up in the morning to the smell of coffee and croissants. I wake up and I see Jon's not there... I stretch with a big smile on my face and get out of bed. As I am walking to the bathroom Jon bursts through the doors with 2 coffees and breakfast. He puts it on the table in front of me and says: "for you my lady!" I smile, kiss him in the cheek and proceed towards the bathroom to get ready for the day. After we both get ready and eat our breakfast, we head out to explore the city... Paris on a warm sunny day... What could be better? We hold hands as we walk through the streets, marveling at the beauty around us. We visit the museums and discuss history. We appreciate the art around us and are thankful to be alive to honor it. We stop at a quaint little cafe and have lunch. A guy is resting against the building outside playing the most beautiful guitar. It's amazing how great the food tastes when you are in Paris and you are in love with all the beauty surrounding you. Even plain white bread has a magic all of its own. After eating our late lunch we head off towards the arc. It's my dream to take Jon there so he can experience what I felt when I stood up there: LOVE, BEAUTY and PEACE! We get there, almost out of breath and climb up. When I see the look on Jon's face as he looks at the view, my life makes sense! His eyes light up with passion and appreciation. It's an unforgettable moment. He puts his arms around me and there we stand: on top of the arc... With Paris at our feet!<br />We stay up there probably for longer than we should and watch the sun go down. After this magical moment we come down the arc and go for a bite to eat. We decide to grab a sandwich and a bottle of wine and go to a park to sit on the grass and have dinner. We talk for hours as we lay down and look at the stars, trying to pick out constellations. Still on the magical high we achieve from being together we get up and rush back to our hotel. We kiss deeply and fall a victim to our big king bed. The rest is up to your imagination....Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-30927775554126959402012-01-11T00:24:00.001-08:002012-01-11T00:24:30.572-08:00A new adventure everyday<div>A new beginning </div><div>A new hope </div><div>A new lifestyle </div><div>A different structure </div><div>A disruption of old patterns </div><div>A new way to turn everything into art </div><div>A goodbye to worry and fear</div><div>A welcoming of peace </div><div>A wholesome acceptance of self </div><div>A hunger for life </div><div>A quest for salvation </div><div>An appreciation for mother earth </div><div>An understanding of the mystical universe </div><div>A story that will one day go down in history </div><div>That's what I want to achieve! </div><div><br /></div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-46479949763852471792012-01-08T00:12:00.000-08:002012-01-08T00:18:53.411-08:00Love overcomes all obstacles<div>I want to go the Buddhist temple on Sunday and learn abut mediation. I need to learn how to meditate better. I need to let my mind take me places where I can feel what I imagine in my mind. If I imagine a beach I want to be able to feel the humidity, the sun resting on my shoulders, the smell of the seawater... Etc. the next 3 months I am dedicated to get back in touch with my soul. From now on I am feeding only my soul. Not my mind, not my heart, not my impulses, not my stomach, but my soul. The soul carries the spirit and it needs to be well fed for the spirit to dwell within you as you. </div><div><br /></div><div>Ok I'm going to try and exercise. I'm going to let go and see what comes out when I'm not trying to think about what to write. Ok here goes: </div><div><br /></div><div>I'm running faster and faster I go reaching what? An empy balcony? A place for me to hide?</div><div>What am I running from? Maybe the music is inspiring this. Beethoven always made me think of climbing stairs.... Or maybe it's the movie I was just watching. Everyone was running away form each other? Wow this doesn't even make sense does it. Maybe I can give myself one sentence and go from there. </div><div><br /></div><div>Here's my second attempt at that with a random sentence to get me going. I'm going to find a note and go from there: </div><div><br /></div><div>Sometimes I feel alone.. Like no one's out there that cares but I realize... There is! They just aren't in any premise to get to me. Being alone isnt that bad. I get to explore the dimensions of my mind and soul. I get to be in relationship with Irina and get to know Irina better. I can raise myself up to be better than ever before. I can teach myself to do things I never thought were possible. </div><div><br /></div><div>And a note for Jon: </div><div><3 thank you for bringing back the innocent little girl. At the end of the day our purpose in life is to stay true to the little kids inside us. They are the ones that carry our purpose and meaning. Me and u first connected when we were young and unhurt by the world's cruel deliveries. Now we are older, and reaching out to each other is still what brings us hope and a deeper meaning and trust in the magic of the world around us. I'm patiently awaiting for April. </div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-42985768606804400462012-01-06T12:21:00.000-08:002012-01-06T12:22:32.666-08:00I wantI want to escape to Paris again <div>I want to get up and sing loud</div><div>I want to jump off a cliff and into a warm pool of water </div><div>I want to run thought the streets of Italy </div><div>I want to indulge myself in Greece </div><div>I want to inspire others with laughter </div><div>I want to end everyday with a kiss</div><div>I want to feel love from my head to my toes </div><div>I want more than just ok</div><div>I want to invigorate my spirits in Bali</div><div>I want to meditate with the world at my feet </div><div>I want to rise high and forget my past</div><div>I want to let go of any regrets and resentments </div><div>I want to be free </div><div><br /></div><div>No more rules, no more hesitations, no more "I can't" </div><div>These walls are not going to surround me anymore!!!!! </div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-49921443475692891812012-01-06T00:06:00.001-08:002012-01-06T00:06:20.994-08:00I'm backMy spark is back<div>It's been ignited </div><div>My soul jumps and jolts</div><div>The waves crash on the shore</div><div>And my mind is filled with beauty once again </div><div>I can finally stop hiding </div><div>I can show myself to art now </div><div>Breathing is somehow different</div><div>The air filling my lungs is full of hope and promise</div><div>Creativity is rushing back in </div><div>Asking for forgivenss and regret</div><div>Well this is to say sorry;</div><div>Sorry for loosing myself </div><div>Sorry for giving in to mass conciousness </div><div>Never again will I do that</div><div>This time I'm here to stay</div><div>The universe has a funny way of working its magic </div><div>Pain can sometimes be the greatest treasure of all</div><div>Sometimes it's the answer to everything </div><div>My answer is freedom and love! </div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-79326268814431687842011-12-06T22:53:00.000-08:002011-12-06T23:01:06.739-08:00writer's blockmind block<div>pow</div><div>rewind</div><div>did it stop?</div><div>No.. </div><div>Keep going</div><div>Bam.. maybe now?<br />No!<br />I got some mad writers block</div><div>its weird man, like a shock</div><div>My brain usually does this</div><div>This is like a painful piss</div><div>i Can't get ideas out my head</div><div>just like farm sits in his shed</div><div>fucking going nowhere all day long</div><div>hittin on court, that's just wrong</div><div>fuk it, im going out to blaze a joint</div><div>after i'm stoned, ill get to the point. </div><div><br /></div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-42579892850534268912011-09-14T18:03:00.000-07:002011-09-14T18:19:49.233-07:00At WorkHaving a slow day at work. Realizing I don't write enough on here.<br />I really need to remind myself everyday I have an important task at hand here: I need to share my life with the world. If I don't, then what's the point?<br />You all need to know what I do, how I think, and my story of success as I climb up the ladder!<br />I hope to share my passion and my loyalty to peace and unity.<br />We need to come <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">together</span> to survive the next age...Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-45065448826987032292011-06-09T00:37:00.000-07:002011-06-09T00:53:21.498-07:00One WeekIf I had one week to live I would get in touch with the artist within me. <div>The one that strives and battles to come but is shut down by society. </div><div>That person would need to live free and come out. She would have to practice to get to where she once was. Her brain, like a jewel would shine when inspiration was present. </div><div>Being able to explain the beautiful observations of the world is a gift. A truly unexplainable, unforgettable gift. Only a free spirit can go to limbo and continue creating there for centuries to come. If our minds are what rule our own personal universe, then its only rational I would need to get that creative Irina back to the way she once was when poetry and art was just verbal play and it happed all day everyday. I need to go back to the feeling on writing up on the arc in PARIS. That was too good to be true. I wish I could wake up on that arc every dam morning of my life. </div><div>My art was tres magnificent! I miss the world caring about beauty and peace.</div><div>Peace.Love.Unity.Respect :D</div>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-16264087626520440892011-04-28T02:24:00.000-07:002011-04-28T02:33:57.962-07:00Searching for that FeelingI listen to what you say<div>I hear it and it freaks me out</div><div>I am her... I am your dream</div><div>And you are chasing a ghost</div><div>Someone who is different </div><div>You are afraid, scared and hurt</div><div>It turns you inside out</div><div>You feel the impossible</div><div>But with me things are simple</div><div>Simple in a way that ceases</div><div>Turns into darkness<br />Turns into blacked out memories</div><div>you know, though</div><div>You'll always know </div><div>That I am her I am chosen</div><div>The lights, the eyes, the pretty young things...</div><div>Fuck baby, I hope you see the truth</div><div>Descending into a pool of light</div><div>I am waiting for you</div><div>Slide down of good sun and</div><div>Come ENJOY the good life</div><div>The wind in your hair</div><div>The wild nights and freedom calls</div><div>The feeling of having conquered</div><div>One day... </div><div>one minute...</div><div>one second...</div><div>That emptiness will find its balance. </div><div><br 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reminds me of you<br />In my day dreams you come back<br />And we hit the road again, once again we run away<br />That’s what me and you were so talented at<br />We sure knew how to get away from reality<br />And we made it magical and unforgettable<br />But when we had to deal with reality, it didn’t work out the same </p> <p class="MsoNormal">And now I still miss you…<br />I miss your eyes and the way they told me it was ok<br />I miss the artist that lived in your heart<br />I miss the man you wanted to become<br />But that man is now gone, reality took over<br />The prince charming turned into a coward<br />He couldn’t carry on the good name</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><b style="">The Rebirth of the Spirit </b></p> <p class="MsoNormal">So after some time the princess found herself<br />She realized that the sun could be loved just by her<br />She now understood that she is her own best friend<br />She was able to hold her own ground and love herself<br />Now she was waking up alone in strange beds<br />But other spirits were also around her, just as fanatical<br />Just as crazy as she’d become, driven and strong<br />A new kind of strong: A new empowerment<br />A feeling of pure acceptance and joy<br />Even alone, a smile creeps up on her face<br />When she dreams of the adventures to follow<br />And even independent she knows she will always find friends</p> <p class="MsoNormal">No matter whether she ends up travelling alone<br />No matter if its rain or shine, she’ll keep on going<br />Because life is too beautiful and too amazing<br />Because she would rather have someone truly love<br />Truly care, truly share and truly have faith in<br />Than lose the most essential part of her existence<br />Herself and the level of peace she has made with herself<br />The expectations she’s broken down and thrown away<br />After all…<br />You cannot rely on someone else to make you happy.<br />You have to make yourself happy. Period. </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"> </p>Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-55624794511122117242011-01-23T02:21:00.000-08:002011-01-23T02:51:12.116-08:00chillin out to some beatsBonnie and Clyde<br /><br />i always wanna be a true gansta<br />i never wanna loose myself to ya<br />I cant let of the money<br />I cant let go of the honey mami<br />its my whole life, its all i see<br />when i close my eyes im free<br />cause only the money can bring<br />the type of favorable fling<br />that u after and in it for<br />not, not today but before<br />today your just begging me<br />asking me what it could be<br />that made me cold and rich<br />it was you all along, bitch!<br /><br /><br />to the top i start climbing<br />i go hard, never rewinding<br />I only want that doug baby<br />i treat it like the first lady<br />respecting the crazy game<br />learned it all from lil wayne<br />hes dope shit and hard as fuck<br />He taught me about the Libra luck<br />Eminem's my hommie too<br />he was the one to see me through<br />The rough days of the past<br />when it was all about living fast<br />no stopping, no breaks<br />just messed up mistakes<br />but it made me who i am today<br />so ive got no complaints to spray<br />i just keep money on my mind<br />with everything else im blind<br />love of my life is my bank account<br />i get wet when i see a rising amount<br />fuck anyone who gets in my way<br />I wont let them live another day<br />haha im outIrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-19474214482068965532010-11-09T23:25:00.000-08:002010-11-09T23:49:26.892-08:00to ny rap beatsSomeone gave me a rap beat<br />to this shit i gotta spit<br />gotta make this beat worth my while<br />Cant let this work just pile and pile<br />Untill i find myself chocking out<br />Out loud and alone in the drought<br />Dam but these words are making it<br />They resign with the lord and im diggin it<br />in this mad rhyme im jottting down<br />when everyone's sleeping in the town<br />At night is when my mind takes shape<br />when i can finally get this on tape<br />All this smoke is inspiration<br />coming out with no hesitation<br />So drop a beat and roll one up<br />pour some liquor in your cup<br />now lets vibe and write some beats<br />before morning takes over our streets<br />Cause watching these boys run<br />All Gd up with attention on their guN<br />iS what procreates this rap game<br />advertising nothing but money and fame<br />Its probably never gonna end<br />its not just another forgotten trend<br />Rap is a mission for the brave young mind<br />its a part of yourself that u gotta find<br />You gotta know when you fall a victim<br />cause its all lost when you've been inflicted<br /><br />--- from the night we jammed.Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-64190352375209622942010-09-20T23:05:00.000-07:002010-09-20T23:15:10.060-07:00Listening to Shootersitting in my room just zoning<br />Felling high like im moaning<br />but you are sitting on my bed<br />and I like you like you were dead<br />Put your hands up and surrender<br />Its gonna be a fender bender<br />If you don't say what u mean<br />The things that I have seen<br />Have turned me on so much<br />Now you're nothing but my crutch<br />The drug that gets me level<br />My connection with the devil<br />You are the blackest hole<br />The most torn the fuck up doll<br />I laugh every time I get high<br />Cause your face makes me wanna die<br />hahahaIrinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-8305840257672913202010-08-21T13:43:00.000-07:002010-08-21T16:39:49.594-07:00Another RhymeI sit here alone again, wondering why<br />I cross my arms and stare up at the sky<br />No questions answered, no hope found<br />I yell out for an answer but there isn't a sound<br />How come even the good ones are bad<br />This world we live in is pathetic and sad<br />The way they brainwashed all our men<br />To hurt us women again and again<br />What is a man even good for these days?<br />Nothing, til he gets out of the asshole phase<br />It seems that phase can last a lifetime<br />And that's a straight up cold blooded crime<br />I'm sick of being fucked over and hurt<br />I'm so done with getting treated like dirt<br />I wanna make them pay for their deeds<br />So they can see that we also have needs<br />But its not the same instant gratification<br />What women need is a loving sensation<br />We don't need random sex night after night<br />We need comfort and a man to hold us tight<br />But all you men want is as many as you can<br />Why stop at one when u have a game plan<br />To have 6 at the same time or maybe even 10<br />I hope God gives you STD's, I'll be praying, Amen!Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-33601696244865725742010-08-20T22:00:00.000-07:002010-08-20T22:15:17.698-07:00How come men don't care anymore? Or least don't care about me? All men want is a quick lay or a total bitch. But when you are nice they step all over you.<br /><br />I sat there, looking at your beautiful face<br />Hoping that maybe you would feel a trace<br />A small place in your heart for loving me<br />But all you care about is being free<br />Keeping me as an option is fine by you<br />Saying you aren't looking is simply not true<br />I'm the problem, I'm the defect<br />I'm the one that your words have wrecked<br />And yet with all your strength and brains<br />You are still just a man that remains<br />Unattached, frightened and cold like the rest<br />In your stupid mind you think you're the best<br />But you couldn't be more wrong<br />Cause to be a dick you don't need to be strong<br />All you need is insecurity and shame<br />So you can coward behind your name<br />I hope you know I now hate you<br />Because with the years, you never grew.Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-34173932576350748922010-07-27T16:19:00.000-07:002010-07-27T16:40:37.948-07:00Global WarmingSo I watched "The Age of Stupid" last night. It brought tears to my eyes. To see how selfish and corrupt the people on this planet are made me sick. To know that people all over the world are suffering and dying because of our greed for oil...it makes me so sick... I mean we are going to eventually run out of oil. What then? Not to mention if we keep using oil we are going to kill the planet. How can people be so cruel? How can someone sit there knowing they are killing thousands of people in Nigeria for a quick buck? WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WAKING UP TO THIS CRISIS YET???<br />PEOPLE WAKE UP PLEASE:<br />Stop using so much plastic...no more plastic bags...get reusable ones and use them!<br />No more water in bottles... What the hell is that anyway? It comes from a TAP you know.<br />If you need to travel for a short distance...WALK! its better for you anyways<br />Don't use unnecessary energy if you don't have to.<br />WE NEED to PROTEST. WE NEED TO FIGHT. WE DON'T HAVE LOTS OF TIME.<br />we have another 5 years to turn things around or it will be too late.Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-56924692505750804072010-07-21T12:27:00.001-07:002010-07-21T12:41:59.400-07:00Love is on Fire<span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">OK</span>, so Saturday, after my accident, I decided not to let it beat me and still go out and enjoy my night. Me, Chris and Darrell went to the Coors Light Maxim party at the Commodore. It was fun and it was awesome to be around some old friends. It was fun. Sunday I woke up with the accident still on my mind but then I decided....what the hell am I doing? So I left and went to go pick up Kristen and go to a <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">photo shoot</span> on the beach in Vancouver. Then we did the rest of the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">photo shoot</span> at Adam's house. (our producer) It was hot but I'll leave those details out for now. Lets just say as each day goes by I am getting more and more comfortable with myself and my body. Monday we we went to Vancouver to mix beats and figure out the lyrics to the song we are recording tonight. Yesterday me and Kristen worked with Cleo out in Van and then had another bikini <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">photo shoot</span> at Third Beach in Stanley Park. I realized I need try to work on my expressions and body language some more. Well that's all for now. Just wanted a quick update.<br />P.S. I'm super worried about my girl. If she goes to jail...I'm gonna cry for way to long... and I will be so lost... She's my pillar. :(Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-48649373535123121202010-07-17T22:09:00.000-07:002010-07-17T22:18:19.833-07:00Problems, ProblemsProblems come and problems go.<br />Today a problem came. I smashed up <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">someones</span> car. Pretty dumb move but it was a complete accident. Now, I sat in my bed crying for a couple of hours, thinking my summer is going to be ruined. I figured since I have to cancel my vacation now, I shouldn't be allowed to feel happy or have fun. After the couple of hours of feeling hopeless and depressed, I got out of bed and sat up. I looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself: "Why are you like this? Why are you letting this get to you so much? So what we are in bad economic times... So what you don't have the money to pay for the damage? So what? That is not a reason why you should stop living your life!"<br />I then just started doing my makeup and straightening my hair not knowing why. I told myself I am not going to let this bad experience ruin my night, my summer or my life. I just need to learn from it. Now I am going to be much more careful backing up. And yes I have to cancel my vacation but maybe it was all for a reason. Maybe it saved me from something worse. And maybe this way I will be more motivated to work towards a Hawaii vacation in the winter. As for the 4 grand I owe now... the universe will help me if I keep strong. It will show me the way. An opportunity is going to come my way. I know it. I just need to keep in a resourceful state.<br /><br />Goodnight world.Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7439750521851218241.post-74807430189984426432010-07-17T13:30:00.000-07:002010-07-17T15:05:36.082-07:00Here AgainSo I am here again, inspired again, hurt again, but overall, ALIVE again. This summer has put some things into perspective for me:<br />Everyone has secrets and insecurities.<br />Everyone feels pain. Everyone has unresolved issues.<br />But we <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">cannot</span> treat them as excuses.<br />We cannot let our pasts guide our futures. We are NOT allowed to take bad experiences and turn them into reasons for unhappiness. We were made to <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">endure</span>. <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_2">That's</span> what human life is about after all. We need to look at the beauty in everything. No regrets!<br />I have a challenge. Think of a time when you were really upset. Now visualize being strong and smiling about what happened. Stand up straight, throw your shoulders back, look up and smile. See the <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_3">picture</span> of the bad memory fade further and further away and you standing strong becoming brighter and closer. How does that make you feel? Better? That's what I thought.<br /><br /><strong>I just have one message today:</strong><br />Pain is inevitable. Hurt is everywhere. Broken trust is common. DO NOT let that rule your life. DO NOT let that guide your actions or limit your <span class="blsp-spelling-corrected" id="SPELLING_ERROR_4">possibilities</span> for happiness. Remember, what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger. (if you let it)Irinahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16085443788419814049noreply@blogger.com0