Dreams of my life

Confused, awaiting for an answer,
I sit and wonder about what to do
The age old decision: one out of three
Three amazing choices
Each one with its lessons and pleasures
At times I crave all three
But hitting the reality wall I see I cannot
I must be fair, I must be loyal
One choice brings me art and beauty
But leaves me wanting more
One choice brings me awakening and wisdom
But lacks stability and balance
And one choice brings me security and affection
But lacks the deep spiritual roots
Choices with infinite possibilities...
Do I run away from all three?
In attempt to not hurt and not scar?
Do I accept all and hate myself for deception?
Or do I pick one and wonder forever
Would the two I do not pick have better outcomes?
I\'ll never know.
So what do I do?

I'm loving your skin

Thoughts of you rush in; the touch, the kiss, 
The way I felt when your lips touched me... 
It was bliss, magic at its best; 
The passion, the intensity, the connection 
Like floating on a could in heaven, I was high
So high on your presence in my bed 
Felling I could roll around forever,
Like time was inexistent, a concept unknown
You stopped the world and looked into my eyes 
"You are amazing!" 
Hearing that made me melt like ice-cream in the sun 
The energy between us was that of magnets 
Clasping together, difficult to break apart 
It was more than just sex
It was a union of souls experiencing sexual pleasure
But, like all blissful moments, it came to an end
You got up, rolled out of bed and walked away from me
Just like that, with lack of thinking time, I smiled
No regrets, just platonic abstraction
Because at least you chose me, 
Even if for only a short time.