Someone gave me a rap beat
to this shit i gotta spit
gotta make this beat worth my while
Cant let this work just pile and pile
Untill i find myself chocking out
Out loud and alone in the drought
Dam but these words are making it
They resign with the lord and im diggin it
in this mad rhyme im jottting down
when everyone's sleeping in the town
At night is when my mind takes shape
when i can finally get this on tape
All this smoke is inspiration
coming out with no hesitation
So drop a beat and roll one up
pour some liquor in your cup
now lets vibe and write some beats
before morning takes over our streets
Cause watching these boys run
All Gd up with attention on their guN
iS what procreates this rap game
advertising nothing but money and fame
Its probably never gonna end
its not just another forgotten trend
Rap is a mission for the brave young mind
its a part of yourself that u gotta find
You gotta know when you fall a victim
cause its all lost when you've been inflicted
--- from the night we jammed.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
Listening to Shooter
sitting in my room just zoning
Felling high like im moaning
but you are sitting on my bed
and I like you like you were dead
Put your hands up and surrender
Its gonna be a fender bender
If you don't say what u mean
The things that I have seen
Have turned me on so much
Now you're nothing but my crutch
The drug that gets me level
My connection with the devil
You are the blackest hole
The most torn the fuck up doll
I laugh every time I get high
Cause your face makes me wanna die
hahaha
Felling high like im moaning
but you are sitting on my bed
and I like you like you were dead
Put your hands up and surrender
Its gonna be a fender bender
If you don't say what u mean
The things that I have seen
Have turned me on so much
Now you're nothing but my crutch
The drug that gets me level
My connection with the devil
You are the blackest hole
The most torn the fuck up doll
I laugh every time I get high
Cause your face makes me wanna die
hahaha
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Another Rhyme
I sit here alone again, wondering why
I cross my arms and stare up at the sky
No questions answered, no hope found
I yell out for an answer but there isn't a sound
How come even the good ones are bad
This world we live in is pathetic and sad
The way they brainwashed all our men
To hurt us women again and again
What is a man even good for these days?
Nothing, til he gets out of the asshole phase
It seems that phase can last a lifetime
And that's a straight up cold blooded crime
I'm sick of being fucked over and hurt
I'm so done with getting treated like dirt
I wanna make them pay for their deeds
So they can see that we also have needs
But its not the same instant gratification
What women need is a loving sensation
We don't need random sex night after night
We need comfort and a man to hold us tight
But all you men want is as many as you can
Why stop at one when u have a game plan
To have 6 at the same time or maybe even 10
I hope God gives you STD's, I'll be praying, Amen!
I cross my arms and stare up at the sky
No questions answered, no hope found
I yell out for an answer but there isn't a sound
How come even the good ones are bad
This world we live in is pathetic and sad
The way they brainwashed all our men
To hurt us women again and again
What is a man even good for these days?
Nothing, til he gets out of the asshole phase
It seems that phase can last a lifetime
And that's a straight up cold blooded crime
I'm sick of being fucked over and hurt
I'm so done with getting treated like dirt
I wanna make them pay for their deeds
So they can see that we also have needs
But its not the same instant gratification
What women need is a loving sensation
We don't need random sex night after night
We need comfort and a man to hold us tight
But all you men want is as many as you can
Why stop at one when u have a game plan
To have 6 at the same time or maybe even 10
I hope God gives you STD's, I'll be praying, Amen!
Friday, August 20, 2010
How come men don't care anymore? Or least don't care about me? All men want is a quick lay or a total bitch. But when you are nice they step all over you.
I sat there, looking at your beautiful face
Hoping that maybe you would feel a trace
A small place in your heart for loving me
But all you care about is being free
Keeping me as an option is fine by you
Saying you aren't looking is simply not true
I'm the problem, I'm the defect
I'm the one that your words have wrecked
And yet with all your strength and brains
You are still just a man that remains
Unattached, frightened and cold like the rest
In your stupid mind you think you're the best
But you couldn't be more wrong
Cause to be a dick you don't need to be strong
All you need is insecurity and shame
So you can coward behind your name
I hope you know I now hate you
Because with the years, you never grew.
I sat there, looking at your beautiful face
Hoping that maybe you would feel a trace
A small place in your heart for loving me
But all you care about is being free
Keeping me as an option is fine by you
Saying you aren't looking is simply not true
I'm the problem, I'm the defect
I'm the one that your words have wrecked
And yet with all your strength and brains
You are still just a man that remains
Unattached, frightened and cold like the rest
In your stupid mind you think you're the best
But you couldn't be more wrong
Cause to be a dick you don't need to be strong
All you need is insecurity and shame
So you can coward behind your name
I hope you know I now hate you
Because with the years, you never grew.
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Global Warming
So I watched "The Age of Stupid" last night. It brought tears to my eyes. To see how selfish and corrupt the people on this planet are made me sick. To know that people all over the world are suffering and dying because of our greed for oil...it makes me so sick... I mean we are going to eventually run out of oil. What then? Not to mention if we keep using oil we are going to kill the planet. How can people be so cruel? How can someone sit there knowing they are killing thousands of people in Nigeria for a quick buck? WHY ARE PEOPLE NOT WAKING UP TO THIS CRISIS YET???
PEOPLE WAKE UP PLEASE:
Stop using so much plastic...no more plastic bags...get reusable ones and use them!
No more water in bottles... What the hell is that anyway? It comes from a TAP you know.
If you need to travel for a short distance...WALK! its better for you anyways
Don't use unnecessary energy if you don't have to.
WE NEED to PROTEST. WE NEED TO FIGHT. WE DON'T HAVE LOTS OF TIME.
we have another 5 years to turn things around or it will be too late.
PEOPLE WAKE UP PLEASE:
Stop using so much plastic...no more plastic bags...get reusable ones and use them!
No more water in bottles... What the hell is that anyway? It comes from a TAP you know.
If you need to travel for a short distance...WALK! its better for you anyways
Don't use unnecessary energy if you don't have to.
WE NEED to PROTEST. WE NEED TO FIGHT. WE DON'T HAVE LOTS OF TIME.
we have another 5 years to turn things around or it will be too late.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Love is on Fire
OK, so Saturday, after my accident, I decided not to let it beat me and still go out and enjoy my night. Me, Chris and Darrell went to the Coors Light Maxim party at the Commodore. It was fun and it was awesome to be around some old friends. It was fun. Sunday I woke up with the accident still on my mind but then I decided....what the hell am I doing? So I left and went to go pick up Kristen and go to a photo shoot on the beach in Vancouver. Then we did the rest of the photo shoot at Adam's house. (our producer) It was hot but I'll leave those details out for now. Lets just say as each day goes by I am getting more and more comfortable with myself and my body. Monday we we went to Vancouver to mix beats and figure out the lyrics to the song we are recording tonight. Yesterday me and Kristen worked with Cleo out in Van and then had another bikini photo shoot at Third Beach in Stanley Park. I realized I need try to work on my expressions and body language some more. Well that's all for now. Just wanted a quick update.
P.S. I'm super worried about my girl. If she goes to jail...I'm gonna cry for way to long... and I will be so lost... She's my pillar. :(
P.S. I'm super worried about my girl. If she goes to jail...I'm gonna cry for way to long... and I will be so lost... She's my pillar. :(
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Problems, Problems
Problems come and problems go.
Today a problem came. I smashed up someones car. Pretty dumb move but it was a complete accident. Now, I sat in my bed crying for a couple of hours, thinking my summer is going to be ruined. I figured since I have to cancel my vacation now, I shouldn't be allowed to feel happy or have fun. After the couple of hours of feeling hopeless and depressed, I got out of bed and sat up. I looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself: "Why are you like this? Why are you letting this get to you so much? So what we are in bad economic times... So what you don't have the money to pay for the damage? So what? That is not a reason why you should stop living your life!"
I then just started doing my makeup and straightening my hair not knowing why. I told myself I am not going to let this bad experience ruin my night, my summer or my life. I just need to learn from it. Now I am going to be much more careful backing up. And yes I have to cancel my vacation but maybe it was all for a reason. Maybe it saved me from something worse. And maybe this way I will be more motivated to work towards a Hawaii vacation in the winter. As for the 4 grand I owe now... the universe will help me if I keep strong. It will show me the way. An opportunity is going to come my way. I know it. I just need to keep in a resourceful state.
Goodnight world.
Today a problem came. I smashed up someones car. Pretty dumb move but it was a complete accident. Now, I sat in my bed crying for a couple of hours, thinking my summer is going to be ruined. I figured since I have to cancel my vacation now, I shouldn't be allowed to feel happy or have fun. After the couple of hours of feeling hopeless and depressed, I got out of bed and sat up. I looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself: "Why are you like this? Why are you letting this get to you so much? So what we are in bad economic times... So what you don't have the money to pay for the damage? So what? That is not a reason why you should stop living your life!"
I then just started doing my makeup and straightening my hair not knowing why. I told myself I am not going to let this bad experience ruin my night, my summer or my life. I just need to learn from it. Now I am going to be much more careful backing up. And yes I have to cancel my vacation but maybe it was all for a reason. Maybe it saved me from something worse. And maybe this way I will be more motivated to work towards a Hawaii vacation in the winter. As for the 4 grand I owe now... the universe will help me if I keep strong. It will show me the way. An opportunity is going to come my way. I know it. I just need to keep in a resourceful state.
Goodnight world.
Here Again
So I am here again, inspired again, hurt again, but overall, ALIVE again. This summer has put some things into perspective for me:
Everyone has secrets and insecurities.
Everyone feels pain. Everyone has unresolved issues.
But we cannot treat them as excuses.
We cannot let our pasts guide our futures. We are NOT allowed to take bad experiences and turn them into reasons for unhappiness. We were made to endure. That's what human life is about after all. We need to look at the beauty in everything. No regrets!
I have a challenge. Think of a time when you were really upset. Now visualize being strong and smiling about what happened. Stand up straight, throw your shoulders back, look up and smile. See the picture of the bad memory fade further and further away and you standing strong becoming brighter and closer. How does that make you feel? Better? That's what I thought.
I just have one message today:
Pain is inevitable. Hurt is everywhere. Broken trust is common. DO NOT let that rule your life. DO NOT let that guide your actions or limit your possibilities for happiness. Remember, what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger. (if you let it)
Everyone has secrets and insecurities.
Everyone feels pain. Everyone has unresolved issues.
But we cannot treat them as excuses.
We cannot let our pasts guide our futures. We are NOT allowed to take bad experiences and turn them into reasons for unhappiness. We were made to endure. That's what human life is about after all. We need to look at the beauty in everything. No regrets!
I have a challenge. Think of a time when you were really upset. Now visualize being strong and smiling about what happened. Stand up straight, throw your shoulders back, look up and smile. See the picture of the bad memory fade further and further away and you standing strong becoming brighter and closer. How does that make you feel? Better? That's what I thought.
I just have one message today:
Pain is inevitable. Hurt is everywhere. Broken trust is common. DO NOT let that rule your life. DO NOT let that guide your actions or limit your possibilities for happiness. Remember, what doesn't kill you, can only make you stronger. (if you let it)
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